Sunday, May 4, 2008

knowing what to do

This past weekend i hung out with a boy that i fell head over heels for in like 2 seconds... it just felt natural i loved talking to him and just being with him.... then a weird thing happened where i just felt like he wasnt the one...lol now i know your probably thinking thats a little fast to be thinking about that stuff but its the truth. Anyway so when he asked if i wanted to be his girl friend i had to tell him no. It was the hardest thing because i kept thinking how could something this good and perfect be so wrong... the Lords trying to move me in a direction and right now im not to sure what or where it is but im just trying to do my best to listen to him. Ive cried really hard today several times but deep down i knew it was what i was supposed to do....
Who ever said life was easy is completely wronge...he was an amazing guy and whatever girl gets him is one lucky little thang :)

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